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Monday, October 16, 2006

I am feeling really bad, pauline , I had break promise to be with my mum. My mum come first b4 almost anything..I will accompany her to temple as she insist that I come along. When mum pleaded*** , everything comes apart.

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hmmm....walking along the path that we had a long time never been doing, makes me think of of the nostagically young. My mum used to hold my little hand and bring me to temple.It may be under the hot burning sun , she will hold me tight and the umbrella always never cover her. First , she will pray for me , for my dad, my family , for safety and harmonical of our family and then ........4D $$$ TOTO $$$. SHe never pray for herself ....

Sometimes , I wonder what I can do for her and also my dad. We can do so much for our career, our friends, colleagues , our boyfriends(oh yeah.), our pet , but just never think much for them.

if grows up means we have to grow apart with them , i will wish that I will never do. For some reasons, i left the 4S (yeah , the sun, sand ,sea, scenenary) because of em too. On the phone , my mum told me that dad said house had become quiet without me. My dad told me that my mum really missed me everyday.They are never this open towards talking about feeling before. That's enough reason to dump anything..

How our parents bring us up ;painfully, we can never make up to them in this life.

***u see, i am the potential money tree for her, when I leave singapore to middle east, she thought that flying is my part time job , digging gold under ground is my full time job. Hence, it's important that she pray for my safety. Remember that this world is a practical world muahahahahaha!!!!!!

If u think i am serious, u are wrong , i am thinking of the photos on the blog :)pauline have posted.. darn outrageous funny. Look at our s*****d face... Don; please dun care about I and liping , we used to do goofy things to each other, it is normal.
Just remember to visit me in room 431 often. Liping stays the room beside me , room 430, she often makes a lot of noise coz she often bang her head on the cushion wall.

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Let's whisper....

Into Your hands I commit again, with all I am for you Lord. You hold my world in the palm of Your hands and I am yours forever.

Jesus I believe in you. Jesus, I belong to You. You're the reason that I live, the reason that I sing, with all I am...

I walk with you, wherever you go, through tears and joy, Ill trust in you. I will be in all of Your ways, Your promises forever...

I will worship, I will worship You...

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